Instant relief

A starved body finally spake,
he did listen.
On and on he rambled,
in a drunken haze.
A monsoon road,
slight drizzle and 2 coffee cups,
later I was willing
to make him mine.
His rawness excites me,
sexually so.
Commitments? Oh please
I have outgrown them
my designs were fairly simple,
filled with lust.
You chose not to see,
and i choose not to be,
your seeker anymore.
However, the NO
came as an instant relief.
So much complexity,
i refuse to handle.
Let either intellects not be insulted!